India Actress Vijayalakshmi Vadlapati also know as Silk Smitha was very famous back in 80’s and early 90’s. Her movies were rocked in Indian cinema. Althought this generation might now recognise her but she was a sperstar back then. Unfotunately the actress commited suicide at the age of 35 and ended her life in 1996.
Now the media has found smitha’s letter which she had written before her death. The letter is being translated from tamil to english. A womren who challenged the society and showcased herself in all odds.
Have a look at silk smithas Suicide note,
The reported have now translated the note into english which is as follows,
“Only I am aware of how diligently I trained to become an actress. I was unloved. Only Babu (Dr. Radhakrishnan) gave me a minimum of affection. My work would be misused by everyone. I aspire to so many things in life. There is a desire to accomplish them all as well. But wherever I go, I cannot find tranquilly. I found everyone’s behaviour to be alarming. That is why I am drawn to death. I’ve done good deeds for everyone, so why is my life this way? What is the justification, O God? Babu will receive half of the property I earned. He had my honest and lasting affection. I thought he would never betray me, but he actually did.
The gorgeous actress, who passed away at the age of 35, said “If there is a God, Babu would certainly nly suffer punishment. His verbal assault of me was intolerable to me. I felt pain every day. They believe what they are doing to be just. The group also includes Babu. He took my valuables, but he never gave it back. No longer does it matter if I am alive. Just why did God make me?
I was strongly tempted by Ramu and Radhakrishnan. They are pushing me to my death despite all the excellent things I have done for them.Silk said, “I’m really sorry,” “My body was utilised by many people. Many others have profited from my efforts. I only thank Babu. I thank no one else.
Someone has been promising to give me a life for the past five years. Do you realise how much I yearned for that existence? But when I realised it was all just words, I was worn out and could not take it. It was quite challenging for me to write this letter. I’m even not purchasing the jewellery I adore. Who will obtain it at this time? I’m not sure.”